What’s the Point? A Buddhist Perspective on Shit Not Working Out

When the book doesn't sell, "what's the point?" comes easily. Desire isn't the problem; craving, the spiral of papañca, and the second arrow are, and promoting someone else's work is one way out.

5 min read buddhism writing indie-publishing equanimity meditation

Protecting Your Novel Against AI Witch Hunts

Authors are losing book deals over vague accusations of AI use. Free, well-established tools like git and OpenTimestamps let an honest writer document exactly how their novel was written, and when.

6 min read writing ai publishing provenance git opentimestamps

The AI Witch Hunt Starts With Us

Writers call AI-generated fiction both a threat and “slop.” That contradiction says more about our fear than about the technology, and it’s the fear that publishers are turning into policy.

2 min read writing ai publishing creativity

Giving a Fuck Every Single Day Is Not Easy: On Equanimity

Perhaps we need to look closer when we struggle to give a fuck. When examining the causality chain that drives us towards reactive behavior, does a link in that chain point towards the equanimity we need to break free of it?

3 min read mindfulness meditation buddhism mental-health

The CTF Event Toggle on kalachakra.world

kalachakra.world is a lore site that turns into a capture-the-flag event during promotions, then turns back. Here's how the toggle actually works.

3 min read ctf architecture kalachakra cybersecurity hackers

Mindful Reading

It can be much easier to be critical of writing because the flaws are more obvious, but how can I be more mindful of what is working?

3 min read reading writing mindfulness meditation feedback editing

Optimism as Agency

Regarding rewiring your mind and actions with the choice of optimism.

3 min read hopepunk buddhism optimism

How Meditation Informs Creative Work

An example of how my mindfulness meditation practice helps to inform my creative work and combat frustration.

3 min read meditation writing creativity frustration

Collaborating With Claude

A brief tour of the workflow I created using Claude and Python.

4 min read writing ai llm obsidian workflow structure

Building This Site

How I rebuilt bjbell.com as a FastAPI app with content authored in Obsidian and deployed via git push.

1 min read python fastapi obsidian